My thoughts, my life.....

2002-08-19T01:08:00.000-07:00

whoa im actually writing in my blog? Okay here are some updates....
* Finally finished summer school, friday was my last day... woohoo!!!! Now i get 2 weeks off till school starts. For the past week i did nothing but studying and preparing for the finals. I dont know how i did, oh well...
* I've been working a lot this week, got a lot of over time.. hehe more money!!! work is fun though... docs girls are nice and my manager bryan is super cool!!!!
* Tonight i had dinner at golden city with mimi and patrick... i wanted to eat duck... yum it was soooo good! Afterwards, mimi patrick helen and rob all came to my house, and we made it a blockbuster night... vanilla sky!!!!!!!!! tom cruise is sooooooo fine, wow its gettin hot in here... hahaha me and rob were the first ones that fell asleep...
* Tomorrow i'm going up to LA, gotta take care of some stuff and visit some friends
* This weekend i'll be heading up to san francisco. (just found out that mimi patrick and his friends are gonna go too!!!) i'm flying up there and they're gonna drive. I'm kinda scared to fly by myself though, oh well. my baby helen has to take me to the air port at 7 in the morning... hehe sorry...=) and when i arrive rob and fred are going to pick me up... Can't wait!!!
* Helen just left half an hour ago... she's driving up to san jose to see paul... awww how sweet. They look so cute together...
* For the next two weeks, i'm just gonna chill / relax / work and SLEEP!!!!! Finally i dont have to wake up early to go to class anymore!!!
* Summer is almost over, and a lot of my friends are leaving... =( Albert is going back to Riverside, Kimchee is moving to vegas, Helen's moving san jose at the end of the year, of course there are more people, but dont wanna list them all... I'm going to miss you guys. Thanx for looking out for me berto... =) I know i give you a lot of shit about Uhhmmm... hehe u know im just playing around with cha... And kimchee... we gotta go exercising before you leave...
okay that's about it for now... till next time people.... love ya!

2002-08-07T23:39:00.000-07:00

First of all, the hot air balloon ride was dope!!!! First i was kinda scared, well only for the first 5 mins. Okay today i finally called in sick and took the day off. I can't take the stress anymore, i needed a break. For the past few months, i've tried so hard to keep myself busy, and I finally did it... But now i feel like i have too much weight on my shoulders... i know i shouldn't be complaining, because it was my decision, but heck... running errands EVERY FREAKING DAY, working 5 days a week, going to summer school 5 days a week at 8 in the morning... and there's a lot more to it than this, but i dont wanna talk about it, it's kinda personal (no there's no boys involved, no more boy dramas for me)...... As of this moment, i just wanna go back to being a kid again with no responsibilities what so ever... *sigh*

Ryan you're always saying "betty you're life is so cool..." But you have no idea what i go through everyday, the stress and the pressure and.... okay i'll shut up now...

ANYWAYS, i saw SIGNS today with mimi, helen, rob and his cousin. It was a good movie, i had to hold on to helen the whole time... hehe. Never had a chance to say this... bobby thank you for being such a good friend to me, and ALWAYS being there for me, i know i can always count on you, oh yea and you will always be my entertainment... hahaha. of course i love helen and mimi also, they know that already, i dont have to tell them, we're sisters = family. muah!

Time to go to sleep, gotta go to class tomorrow... i know i need to update this thing more often... but i'd rather sleep or eat... =)

2002-07-25T13:14:00.000-07:00

i've been living at helen's house for the past few days... And lately i've been busy with school, work and all those family dinners, i dont have time to do anything... but it'll be over soon, cuz my relatives are leaving next week.

Thank you bob, for bring me that cheese burger from in & out... you're the best... =) Dont stress everything will be fine...

2002-07-21T00:42:00.000-07:00

went to my family dinner tonight, mimi actually showed up. Dude me and mimi killed the chickens... it was sooooo good! we ate a lot of course. played around with my lil cousins (there were so many of them...) we had fun!
after dinner me and mimi went to the lambda house, dang that house is nice! patrick and them just moved in. me and patrick both have the same bed from ikea.. coo huh! We played pingpong.... that was the workout of my day

2002-07-20T16:34:00.000-07:00

time to update... I've been very busy this week. too much school and work. I think i need a break from all this. Well i didnt go out this whole week, cuz i was just too tired, and im trying to spend all my time resting. But that's kinda hard to do when we have guests in the house. My aunt and cousins are here from Japan, and they're staying at our place, IN MY ROOM! so i've been sleeping in the living room for the past week... lack of sleep... not good.
im still dont know what im going to do tonight, maybe hang out with mimi and patrick or bob, who knows... Well im planning to go up to irvine and LA on tuesday of next week. (irvine to visit james, LA to eat cafe food) Since that's my day off, i need to use it wisely... =)
okay people i gtg bye bye... till next time

2002-07-16T23:29:00.000-07:00

i had a good day today, first i went to my philosophy class, we had an interesting discussion regarding plato. After my 4 hour class, i went up to san clemente for the company beach party. it was awesome!!! there was A LOT of food... we played beach valleyball for a long time, but our team lost, oh well we had fun and plus i got a nice tan out of it... me happy =) Also i met a lot of people, we all work for the same company but at different locations... they were super friendly! Went into the water for a lil bit... the water is actually blue there... we were there from 2 till sun down... good thing i didnt have to drive, cuz i was really tired.... =)

I'm currently in a very good mood, i dont know why... i finally realized that "hey my life isn't as bad as i thought it was" I've got friends and family that care about me, people i can count on... you guys know who you are. I've got a super cool job that im happy with, while getting my education. I dont have to stress about boy problems, cuz me dont want a boyfriend. It's more like i dont need a boyfriend, im a big girl now, i can take care of myself. And i also learned how to deal with guys. When someone approaches me with the intention of hooking up with me, i turn them down. YES i know i sound like a freaking arrogant biatch... and NO i dont think im too good for them, it's simply because i dont wanna deal with guys anymore, (and of course there are other reasons). I dont want to date because i think it's a waste of time, i'd rather persue a serious relationship, but i dont think im going to have another boyfriend for a long time. ANYWAYS, im pretty much satisfied with my life right now, so no more complaints about how much life sucks. and most of all, i will cherish what i have.

good night everyone

2002-07-15T19:57:00.000-07:00

thank you toan and henry...=)

2002-07-15T13:36:00.000-07:00

on saturday i went to the Miss Philippines Pagent held at the California Center of Art in escondido. I went with rob, cuz his god sister is one of the competitors... damn she's so pretty. She won 4 out of the 6 individual awards, and was second runner up for miss philippines. it was a fantastic experience (my first time attending a beauty pagent). THANX BOB for taking me. Other than that, i didnt really do anything for the weekend, just chilled with friends.

I finally solved the problem between me and vicent, i kinda feel bad for what i did though, well like i said, truth hurts.

I have a lot of things on my to-do list today,
1. first day of summer class.....(done)
2. buy books.....(done) $100 dang
3. go to the well's fargo to deposit money for bob.....(done)
4. go to the dry cleaners.....(done)
5. go to washington mutual to make my first payment for my car! and to bring food to patrick, cheese burger combo from in and out
6. go to toan's house, so he can work on my car
7. go to target, i need to buy paper and notebooks for school, oh yea and sun block
8. go work out
9. finish my reading assignment

I planned to go up to irvine tomorrow to visit ryan, but i just found out that he's busy. so instead im gonna go up to san clemente for a company beach party, good thing i dont have to drive, cuz albert's driving.

For the next couple of months, im not gonna update this blog or go online as much, because i just have too much to do. 4 hrs of summer classes every single day of the week, and currently im working full time. So if u really wanna know what im doing, it doesn't hurt to call right? okay take care everyone ... =)

2002-07-07T22:01:00.000-07:00

update for the past week:
-- 4th of july was okay, enjoyed my day off. umm hung out with helen, of course she's my baby (well her bf's not here). we had a girl's night out... it was cool. we all packed into my car and went to the beach and saw fire works. although there were a lot of drama going on... i dont wanna talk about it, cuz it's better if i stay out of this... =) After fireworks i had dinner at applebees with ry ry, i treated him out this time...
-- Friday, i had to work at 8:30 in the morning... grrr that was a pain in the a$$!!! went to vons and bought a lot of food!!! me love food!!! i bought pasta, but i forgot the sauce... duh stupid betty... aiya!!! Had dinner with rob at gold leaf and just chilled at tea station. Saw ryan, can and vu... we hung out at tea station's parking lot for a pretty long time, but we had fun though, like i said... those guys are HILARIOUS!!!
-- Saturday, went to work at 8:30 again!!!! Had dinner at jasmine, cuz it was Kevin's birthday. saw all of my ex-co-works... we had super nice service, which is kinda hard to believe, well it's a chinese restaurant, and considering that we're teenagers. Went up to LA with them after dinner, it wasnt all that exciting, i didnt really wanna go, but it was his b-day.
-- Today, once again went to work at 8:30... this is hell... But on a happier note, i won a $50 gift certificate for Claim Jumper and another $50 certificate for Glen Ivy Hot Spring Spa, from the ticket drawing at work!!!!! (other people had to work hard for their tickets, but i didnt...hehe) YEAAAAAA... a full body massage and a nice dinner afterwards... dang this sounds like heaven... =) Everything was okay at work until this old man showed up... he was screaming in my face, because there was a miss-rep... he was rude and crazy... so i brought the managers over, and they showed him what "manner" means. Came home from work, took a nap... like always. Picked up my dry cleanings from rob. I was really grumpy and sorta pissed off (due to a 8 hr shift). But thanx to rob, i feel much better now. When ever im down, he would always be there to make me laugh, by acting retarded and not to mention, singing ALL the time... well after all his stupid jokes work... =) thanx bob... but "you're horrible!!!!" Bob is a nice guy, ladies if you are interested, i think he's taking applications, oh wait... he only has one girl on his mind ==> sunshine!!!!!!
-- Tomorrow is my day off... yea!!! that means 12+ hrs of sleep for me... umm let's see i have to pay my bills, go to the post office and pick up the certified letter... (who would send me a certified letter????) Ohh yea... I MISS U HELEN!!!!!! she's in san jose right now, visiting her boyfriend... have fun u two... and be safe... =)
-- okay time to turn on the tv

2002-07-02T12:15:00.000-07:00

Had dinner at Gold leaf with mimi last night, cuz our uncle just bought that restaurant, and we had a lil celebration...just within the family.
Plans for today:
- take a shower
- go to toan's house and switch my cd player
- go to the bank
- go to the dry cleaners
- go to vons... buy food and the stuff that cleans my retainers
- maybe visit helen for a lil bit
- have dinner with my parents

2002-06-30T22:13:00.000-07:00

Had dinner with my mother, it was good! i feel productive... i cleaned my car, AND my room... damn im so proud of myself! im gonna head to bed early... cuz... well sleeping is my #1 hobby....=)

2002-06-30T16:06:00.000-07:00

Ryan treated me out to friday's last night, that was nice of him. Thanx ry! we talked, mainly about his life, it was interesting, but most of all it made me realize a lot about him. ryan is still the same ol' ryan... that's what makes him special.
I'm going bowling again tomorrow... with everyone at work. We have 7 different teams, and im on the GM's team... hehe I know im not a good bowler, but hey it's all about bonding with co-workers, cuz all of them are nice and friendly...

Tonight im gonna take my mom out to dinner, well my dad is in LA, so just me and my mom... we'll have lots of fun... As for now, im gonna clean up the corolla, cuz my dad's gonna take it over on monday. After that... NAP time!!!!!!

2002-06-28T12:02:00.000-07:00

Went bowling last night with can and the rest of his friends...(too many to name) HAHA my highest score was 99... hey dont laugh, that's like my best score so far, for realz! i'm getting there! I BEAT VU 2 or 3 times... so during the last game we decided to put a wager => CAR WASH!!!! oh gosh... he kicked my ass.... =( But actually i didnt even finish my game, so i dont think it counts... and plus his car is WAY bigger than mine...

okay i'm kinda disappointed at my cousin. We were suppose to go to dim sum today at 12:00, but once again, she's not answering her cell phone. So i got up all early, and got ready... and now im just waiting. I doubt she'll call me back... *sigh*

2002-06-25T15:29:00.000-07:00

Just got home from tustin... it was a LONG and lonely drive. Finally finished all the paper work for my car, yea!!!!! Went to visit my buddy at uci, me and James had lunch at denny's... thank u for the food... yes yes you are the "cool korean guy"
Okay im really tired right now, so im gonna go take a nap...

2002-06-23T21:20:00.000-07:00

It's sunday... just put my laundry in the washer... about to watch a movie in my room and just relax! I gotta sleep early today, cuz i have to wake up early to go to LA tomorrow. Hopefully i'll get my car tomorrow, and of course i'm gonna have my dad drive it down, cuz im not really use to driving stick yet... okay im tired, dont wanna write anymore....

2002-06-23T00:37:00.000-07:00

Grrr... didn't get to watch a movie... cuz helen didn't get out till 10:30 and i forgot to get the tickets ahead of time...

I'm feeling a lil down right now, cuz a lot of things just hit me out of no where... it's kinda weird... i feel kinda lost, like... it seems to me that i have no sense of direction in life... im asking myself "what are your goals, where do u see yourself in 5 or 10 year?" And the answers to those questions are no where to be found... I mean, what am i doing with my life right now???? what am i working for??? why im in school??? why is Econ my major??? you know wut... I HAVE NO IDEA. This is depressing, i guess now i really do feel like a loser...
well on a happier note... i did realize something today. Sometimes it's better to let things go or just leave it the way it is... it's for my own benefit...
okay, gtg now... till next time....

2002-06-22T17:15:00.000-07:00

Just woke up from a nap... and now i'm just waitin for Rob to get ready, i think he's still sleeping... This guy sleeps alot and he's freakin loud too!!!!! He'd always fall asleep on the phone, well i'd pass out right after him..hehe Anyways, I wanna see minority report, hopefully i can get tickets, cuz i tried last night, but they were sold out... =(
I actually went to the beach last night, saw some old friends, we had a bon fire...woohoo! It was kinda boring though, it was kinda like a "guy thing", so me and susan left early... met up with my babe helen and just chilled at travo's apt...
Called ryan earlier to see if he's busy tonight, and of course he is... It seems like everytime i call him to hang out, he's always busy... UMM duh betty, take a hint... hahaha yea yea i know, i'll stop calling....
Okay, hopefully i get to watch Minority Report tonight, who am i gonna watch it with???? i'm still searching for the answer to that question.... But for now, i'm gonna go bug Rob... bye bye bye

2002-06-20T11:42:00.000-07:00

Me: wuts your plan for today?
Travis: same as always
Travis: to try and take over the world!
Me: lol
Travis: not a joke
Me: that's never gonna happen...
Travis: psh
Travis: we'll see
Travis: and when it does
Travis: to the dungeon u go!
Me: lol
Travis: haha j/p i would use you for something better
Me: like what?
Travis: cleaning my room...

2002-06-18T11:13:00.000-07:00

Just got into a fight with my parents... and im not in a good mood right now...

2002-06-16T22:48:00.000-07:00

Had a pretty nice day today. Work was kinda slow, but it wasnt that bad... Helped my manager Bryan Miyamoto cleaned out his drawers in his office...dang it was a mess... i found pictures of him when he was in high school... omy he looks so funny with blonde hair...haha. Anyways, came home and took a LONG nap... damn that felt good =). Had father's day dinner with my family, that was nice too... Now im just chillin and relaxin in my room... what a wonderful day!

2002-06-16T01:33:00.000-07:00

Big head, miyo and cris came down today... for john and richard's b-day. (john=big head) even though it's like a couple of days late, but we finally got together tonight. I sorta got mad at john again, SORRY da ge, me and my bad attitude problems. luckly john never respond to my negative remarks... he has a pretty bad temper too...hehe...=) Anyways, spent some quality time with mimi, we had dinner at jasmine, just the two of us... yea yea yea you can say "the jasmine twins". The food was delicious of course... saw all of my ex-co-workers, they were all like "whoa long time no see!" Well, john and them ate at chopstix... we were suppose to have dinner together but there was a miscommunication... blah blah blah... okay, we ended up at fumari... it was cool, we just chilled.... afterwards, we went to sing karaoke!

Okay, yesterday my car was attacked by BOBAS at tea station's parking lot...yesterday i finally got a car-wash after like 4 months, later on that night, when i went to pick up my car... OMG there were lil boba balls stuck everywhere on my car!!!!!!!! And can told me that he has nothing to do with it...SURE!!!!!!

enough for tonight, i gotta get up at 6:30 for work... night people....

2002-06-14T00:47:00.000-07:00

YeaH!!!!! im taking friday off... finally taking a day off... i've been working really hard lately. Well tomorrow, actually later on today i'll be having dim sum at jasmine with mimi and patrick.
Lately i've been hanging out with "couples" a lot... for example, yesterday i went to watch Insomnia with helen and paul and earlier tonight i had dinner with mimi and pat, so i'm back to being the "third leg"!!!

2002-06-11T14:39:00.000-07:00

Something funny....
Patrick told me that when he first saw me at jasmine, he thought i was a "total biatch with no personality." Well actually that was because when he asked me to hook him up with a table, i just turned around and walked away....HAHA
Anyways, to make a long story short... we're cool now, he actually thinks im NICE... "you're the nicer one out of the jasmine twins"

2002-06-09T20:14:00.000-07:00

Go LAKERS!!!!!!!!!

2002-06-09T15:16:00.000-07:00

Whoa i saw ryan at tea station yesterday... dang we haven't seen each other for like 3 months... but it seems more than that though. Anyways, i went to JV's with ryan, can and vu... Oh gosh, they are HILARIOUS!!!!! I had so much fun... hope they enjoyed my company....=) (fish brain... hahaha) Let's just say... i had a great day yesterday... =)

2002-06-08T02:00:00.000-07:00

Good luck on finals everyone!!!!!!! =)

The sum of all fears... AWESOME movie!!!!! It should be awarded for the most breathtaking movie of the year...
Well i finally got a chance to go to the movies, i haven't been to the movies for more than 3 months (somewhere around there)... I think the last movie i saw was A beautiful mind.... whoa... and i call myself a movie freak?!?!?! I am actually, i just dont have anyone to go with... =(

Okay i have to get up at 6:30 to go to work... so i must sleep now... nite nite world.....

2002-06-06T11:47:00.000-07:00

Finally i got a hair cut, thanx to toan's mom! Although mimi and rob both told me that it looks the same, but im still happy that i cut off the unhealthy ends... (some people refer to it as "dead grass")
So many birthdays coming up... Louisa's B-day is on sunday, but we're gonna celebrate today... hopefully not at tea station hehe... Richard (oppa)'s birthday is next tuesday. My lovely brother Big Head's b-day next thursday, he might come down this weekend... well i dont really know wuts going on, what ever happens happens...

Went to visit Big Head on tuesday, Yes i went up to LA AGAIN... u people might think im crazy, but hey i can't help it. Anyways, he has a really cute dog... (what? big head has a dog???? big head and dogs dont go together...) He took me and minjung to K-town to eat korean food...(duh k-town = korean food) After dinner, we met up with miyo and cris, played games, took pics and chilled at Nandarang...(a cafe) That place is super cool, wow ice mocha is yummy!!!!!!

Yesterday, hung out with rob mimi and louisa, HAHA poor rob got picked on. That's wut you get for hanging out with 3 (Chinese) girls!!!!! GIRL POWER... He's funny, he says "mei you" to everything... haha

2002-06-04T15:50:00.000-07:00

To all the girls who are reading this... DO NOT TRUST GUYS! They are all LIAR!!!!!!! Every single one of them...... When they tell you "oh baby i love you, and blah blah blah forever..." That's nothing but BS. Eternity does not exist and nothing will last forever...

To all the guys who are reading this... Truth and honesty is all i want! Why does it seem so hard for u guys to tell the truth??? I know the truth hurts, but i can deal with that on my own.

2002-06-03T22:13:00.000-07:00

You might think you know me, but you have no idea!!!!

2002-06-03T17:58:00.000-07:00

I got new PJ pants!!!!! actually my mama bought it for me...hehe.

2002-06-02T19:43:00.000-07:00

woohoo...LAKERS WON!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2002-06-02T18:18:00.000-07:00

Wut a beautiful sunday afternoon... of course i'm watching the game...GO LAKERS!!!!!!
wut's new...
-- took a new position at work...(a better position = more $$$$) It's going very well... i can actually say..."i like wut im doing!" But the only downside about this is that i have to work at 8:30 on weekends....=( oh well it's okay i get to sleep after i get off....
-- went up to LA twice this week... thursday night me mimi and patrick went up to San Gabriel... just to eat cafe food! crazy huh?!?! we drove up there just to eat, nothing else.... I think only chinese people would do something like that. And the next day we had Dim Sum, it was SOOOO cheap! Gosh i LOVE LA!!!!! but its just too hot up there... Oh yea we went shopping also... hehe...
-- Saturday went up there again, this time i went with rob and fred, fred had to get some stuff for his car... After he took care of his business we went to south coast... OK those two guys didn't go there to shop for clothes, it seems like they were shopping for girls... j.p. there were a LOT of cute girls... i must admit... (gosh i feel like a dude!!! not good). Rob got some nice jeans from abercrombie....woohoo...
-- Saturday night i drove fred's car... woohoo i finally know how to drive a stick!!!!!! I'm so proud of myself...
-- i'm finally done with school now... i get a whole month and a half off... =) i'll be working full time and making big bucks!!!!
-- Got something planned for this tuesday, but i dunno if it's gonna happen, cuz SOME PEOPLE won't pick up their cell phones...gosh but i'm looking forward for this tuesday though... =)

that's it for now... did i miss anything??? i dunno i gotta think....

2002-05-31T01:59:00.000-07:00

i am currently in LA....can you believe it... we drove up here at 10 just to eat cafe food!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! we love hongkong cafe!

2002-05-28T15:26:00.000-07:00

Right now is 3:15 in the afternoon and whoa i just woke up! IT FEELZ GOOD!!!!! before you start saying "damn betty you're so lazy" consider that i just had a final at 7:30 in the morning and i had two hours of sleep last night....grrr it was funny how me and minjung both had our PJ's on when we took our finals...

oh yea by the way... thank you rob for helping me out on my paper...

okay i have another final at 7:30 in the morning tomorrow... so i gotta study!!!!!! wish me luck....

2002-05-27T14:22:00.000-07:00

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2002-05-26T22:24:00.000-07:00

I took the day off from work today, just because... for no reason. At 8:30 my mom came into my room and told me that i have to go to dim sum at 1... i said "geezzz... i wanna sleep in!!!!!" Anyways, I got up and went to eat lunch with them. We went to Imperial Mandarin... dim sum over there sucks! I like Jasmine better. Spent the afternoon with my cousin, we went to tea station to visit mimi... mimi was like "whoa family reunion." Haven't seen my cousin for a long time, so i chilled with him... actually you can say, i used his cd writer... spent the whole afternoon burning cd's hehehe.... Got the Linkin Park's album...(cuz SOMEONE woundnt burn it for me...j.p.) Blink 182's album... Venessa Carlton... and many more.... finally i have ENGLISH cd's in my car now. OH OH OH and we watched the Lakers game... GO LAKERS!!!!! Had dinner with my family again in san marcos... Yummy Yummy!
Someone once asked me..."dang how come you chinese people eat out all the time???" Gee i really don't know the answer to that question, i guess i can say tradition?? i dunno... I think you should ask Ryan....cuz him and his family eat out almost everyday... and i do mean EVERYDAY! They go to jasmine and emerald every single weekend, they've been doing that for 10 YEARS!!!!!!! Unbelievable huh? Basically helen and i watched Tiffeny and Wesley grow up (they're ryan's cousins...gosh they're SOOOO cute!)
Well to us, spending time with our family is the most important thing. During the weekdays, i have school and work, i barely spend anytime with my family. So no matter how busy i am, i have to eat dinner with my family on sunday nights. That's why i dont go out on sundays.... okay blah blah blah...
Enough!!!!!!! i have to do my essay now...bye bye

2002-05-24T14:13:00.000-07:00

is this working????

2002-05-22T21:00:00.000-07:00

Once again it's the 22nd... yea the 22nd... what a special day... at least it was.....
Don't feel well... gtg....

2002-05-22T12:51:00.000-07:00

Oh, oh yeah
You don't run with the crowd
You go your own way
You don't play after dark
You light up my day

Got your own kind of style
That sets you apart
Baby, that's why you captured my heart

I know sometimes you feel like you don't fit in
And this world doesn't know what you have within

When I look at you, I see something rare
A rose that can grow anywhere
And there's no one I know that can compare

All (Chorus): What makes you different, makes you beautiful
What's there inside you, shines through to me
In your eyes I see all the love I'll ever need
What makes you different, makes you beautiful to me

Hey, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
You've got something so real
You touched me so deep (Touched me so deep)
Say material things don't matter to me

So come as you are, you've got nothing to prove
You won me with all that you do
And I wanna take this chance to say to you

All (Chorus): What makes you different, makes you beautiful
What's there inside you, shines through to me
In your eyes I see all the love I'll ever need (You're all I need, oh girl)
What makes you different, makes you beautiful

You don't know (You don't know)
How you touched my life (You touched my life)
Oh in so many ways (So many ways) I just can't describe
You taught me what love is supposed to be
You saw the little things that make you beautiful to me (So beautiful)

All (Chorus): What makes you, what makes you different, makes you beautiful
What's there inside you, shines through to me
In your eyes I see all the love I'll ever need (You're all I need, oh girl)
What makes you different, makes you beautiful to me
Everything (Inside is beautiful) in you is beautiful
Love is shining right through me
Everything in you is beautiful
Oh you're beautiful to me
To me

"What makes you different, makes you beautiful"
-backstreet boys

2002-05-21T23:21:00.000-07:00

Gee how was my day??? It was okay... busy busy busy... loaded with school work. Finally got up early and went to my psyc class! gosh im so proud of myself...=) During my break (break #1)... studied with Can in the library... he ditched class, bad! The most exciting part of my day => eating lunch with my girlfriends (Helen and Minjung)! Of course we went to Sam Woo...Duh?!?! During break #2 i finished my Lab report, after that i went to my chem lab, i was in there for freakin 3 hrs!!!!!!! Break #3...(okay this is the last break of the day... hehe) I went to Tea Station by myself to do my hw, and to eat dinner! Spent some quality time with myself... feels great! Mimi wasn't working, cuz she's sick... she's been sick for a long time now... poor mimi. Candy and Steven weren't there either... weird... Okay Last class of the day...Chinese! 2 1/2 hrs...geeeeeezzzz!!!!!! i was drawing and writing stupid sh*t to myself the whole time, so time went by pretty fast... but my drawings were pretty damn ugly... hehe. Finally i drove my lazy ass to bally total fitness... only worked out for an hour, cuz i was hungry..hehe
alright that's about it, my day was interesting huh?!?! (i wish)

2002-05-20T23:04:00.000-07:00

Bought ocean's 11 today... it's a dope movie... i love it!
I just wasted another day... =( Around 5 this afternoon i felt tired and lazy, so i decided to take a lil nap. This is where the magic happens. i didn't wake up till now... well 20 mins ago... CRAZY huh?!?! Now i can't sleep... great...

I really dont feel good right now, I have too much going through my mind. For the past month, i've been strong and positive about life, I was doing really good... (thanx to my son toan, robert wong and other people who were there for me every freakin time i feel depressed... which happened quite often)... But today the shadows reappeared... i dont know what to do anymore, i feel helpless and hopeless... Yes i know most of you think i have issues, well so do i. i gtg now...

2002-05-20T13:48:00.000-07:00

Very very disappointed at someone....

2002-05-19T15:51:00.000-07:00

my weekend was okay...
friday... after work had dinner with minjung at fridays...yummy! And went to chill with mimi, like back in the old days... We didn't do anything though... just chilled at tea station... hahha fun huh?!?!?!
saturday... JOHN's big day... his graduation!!!!!! It was held at Cox area... damn there were sooooo many people! Took forever.... But it was fun. Afterwards we had dinner at Golden City. We wanted to go to Jasmine, but they had full house, Emerald was hella busy... so we ended up there... Hope u like my gift John...(i know u do... Don't eat it all k???)

2002-05-16T00:18:00.000-07:00

woohoo...I sold today!!!!!!! yuppiezzzzzz. My day at work was okay, pretty exciting. I had 2 tours today. the first one was terrible. The guy was pathetic....grrr. But my second tour was great, cuz my clients actually work at the same place as my dad.... small world huh... they were really cool, and they bought from me which made them even cooler...hehe... The only downside of today is that i didn't get off till 11:30...

2002-05-15T00:20:00.000-07:00

oh yea... forgot something.... GO LAKERS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2002-05-15T00:18:00.000-07:00

Had a great day today... Okay first i slept through my psyc class. (that's why i always sit in the corner!!!) My chem lab was cancelled, and Chinese was also cancelled....WOOHOO!!!! So I went to the gym today, had a great work out. I was there for freakin 2 hours! I actually like running now. Cuz in high school, I had so much trouble with running the miles, i was always the slowest... But now i enjoy it... weird huh! Running is good for me...=) Best part of my day--- Family dinner! I had dinner with my whole family tonight, excluding mimi of course, she's always MIA. Anyways, I ate A LOT! (like i always do). Played around with my baby cousin Vivian...she's soooooooo cute...OMG i love her so much! She's one of the cutest baby girls! cutest baby boy?!?! Gee i don't even have to think about it... it's gotta be WESLEY!!!!!! I miss seeing him EVERY WEEKEND at Jasmine...
okay im tired now......ZzzZzzzzzZZzz

2002-05-12T22:06:00.000-07:00

I should be studying right now, but for some reason i just can't concentrate. Only 2 more weeks of classes left, i really need to catch up... Well actually i just need to study more to prepare myself for finals...
okay betty stop wasting time... GET BACK TO WORK!!!!!!!

oh yea... watched the B-ball game today...Lakers are awesome!!!!!!!

2002-05-12T18:01:00.000-07:00

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!!!!!!!
I bought a nice shirt for my mama from banana republic. I hope she'll like it! I know she well....=)
It's a nice and sunny day today... a lil too hot though... Today is my day off, so i went to eat DIM SUM.... woohoo! Gosh i can never get tired of dimsum...
Okay i have a fat midterm tomorrow... so i should go study now...

2002-05-08T23:45:00.000-07:00

Someone told me to write in this thing... so im here... "blog it baby!"

Went to the gym today, had a great work out with my baby helen. OMG can u believe it... we actually ran for about 20 mins. it felt good though... =) Just hope that we can keep this up....

Damn I've been eating A LOT lately. That's why I'm "wu fat" right??? hehe....

Woohoo... i get sunday off, cuz it's Mother's Day! i don't know wut to get for my mama yet... flowers maybe?!?! i dunno... we'll see...

okay i can't hang anymore, i'm so tired! i'm about to pass out...ZzzzZzZzzZZz

2002-05-07T22:25:00.000-07:00

jin tian wo you xiang dao hen jiu yi qian de shi... jiu shi mei you ban fa wang ji ni.... ming ming zhe dao ni yi jing bu zai shu yu wo... ke shi shei jiao wo ai ni ai de na me shen....

You don't understand a word im saying huh... good... go learn chinese....J.P...

2002-05-07T12:16:00.000-07:00

Okay im sitting on the floor at my baby's apt... her computer desk is not here yet, so her computer is on the FLOOR.... This feels weird... typing on the ground...its all good. DUde helen's place is seriously a DIET house... i came here for lunch all she has are low fat or fat free stuff.... crazy... fat free ice cream, milk and all kinds of stuff.....geeeeees

2002-05-07T00:14:00.000-07:00

Spent my whole day with my family. Had lunch with my mama, went to carlsbad, she wanted to go to the flower field, and the outlets. It was cool, cuz she bought a pair of jeans for me....=)
Had dinner at sunshine's place, it was yummy!
Went to my baby Helen's apt (condo)... she's not done with her room yet, cuz she just moved in, but she spent $1332 already... DAMN... crazy
Eating out with my chinese class tomorrow night... woohoo!!!!!!!!!!!

2002-05-06T00:45:00.000-07:00

umm I had a wonderful day at work today... basically...just put it this way... i got paid for eating!!!!! We had a pot luck today, damn we had sooooooo much food and so many different variaties! Oh my gosh, it was like heaven. Since i didn't get a tour today, i stayed in the break room the whole time... EATING!!!!! Gees i ate so much, i was in there for like 3 hours.... Damn now i really feel like a pig!
Damn i love my job!!!!!!!!!!!
Had an interesting conversation with this guy named Jim today...(he's my co-worker and he's like 70 or maybe 65 years old). i learned so much about life and relationships. His experiences in life showed me a brand new prespective on life and how i should deal with guys.
Once again... Damn i love this job!!!!!!

2002-05-04T15:08:00.000-07:00

Today is Albert Frank Liu's birthday... Happy 21th birthday AH BO!!!!!! you freaking old fart!!!! May all your wishes and dreams come true... =) And i wanna wish you luck when u go back to Riverside...
Damn i just realized that everyone around me is slowly disappearing. First it started off with Ryan, then big head john, after this summer Albert's leaving, rob's moving up to LA soon, toan might move up to irvine...and there's more... gees everyone's going away!!!

Wanted to watch a movie really bad last night, but NO.... no one else wants to watch it... Damn haven't been to the movies for SO long... i really miss it... (most of the time i sleep through half of the movie)... but it's all good!

2002-05-03T00:15:00.000-07:00

Finished my lab report early today, so i went and got an oil change! pshhh finally after like 5000 miles... Thanx Robert Wong for changing my oil.... actually i did part of it myself... i was really proud... and i felt like a DUDE! Hands got all dirty too... but i didn't go under the car... so it's all good!
Woohoo, i don't have to go to chinese class next tuesday, cuz this guy named jerry is taking the whole class out to dinner... weird but hey ... FREE FOOD!
i'm about to clean my room... yes i know its about 12:30 in the morning... i'm weird like that!

2002-04-28T21:18:00.000-07:00

First of all i would like to appologize to Big head.... sorry about the attitude... Just think of it as the time of the month... =) don't take it seriously, i was trippin... u know how i am....=)
hmmm... didn't go to work today... i called in sick... Bad bad betty...
had an interesting week... and weekend... i gotta do my laundry... i'll finish this later

2002-04-25T00:55:00.000-07:00

Went to tea station... Mimi and Candy hooked me up big time.... 3 free drinks!!!!!!! I had them all to myself... selfish huh...yea i know...

2002-04-23T21:58:00.000-07:00

im gonna head to bed soon, cuz i didn't get any sleep last night, i tried, but didn't work...oh well

2002-04-23T21:30:00.000-07:00

Once again my life is going down hill again... sigh....when is this gonna come to an end???

2002-04-23T03:58:00.000-07:00

nightmares are only the beginning.....

2002-04-21T22:15:00.000-07:00

Okay i guess im not going to Palm Springs tomorrow, cuz everyone's freaking busy... and plus i have class... oh well. I had a terrible terrible day at work... i just felt like hitting someone. Anyways i don't wanna think about it anymore....
My parents went to LA...they're not gonna come back till tomorrow....woohoo party at my house!!!!! pshhhhhh yea right... I wanna play cs really bad right now, but my computer is too damn slow, and i got dial up...=( And i'm just too freaking lazy to drive to G-net...

2002-04-19T00:06:00.000-07:00

Didn't go to psyc today, i slept through my alarm...oh well. But i did go to my other 2 classes.

I've had this question in my head for a long time..."who are my REAL friends? and do they truely care about me?"

2002-04-18T00:29:00.000-07:00

I SOLD TODAY!!!!!!!!!!! yes! yes! yes!
Happy Happy Joy Joy.....

2002-04-17T14:07:00.000-07:00

woa it's wednesday already!!! I just realized that there are 6 more weeks of school for me...well plus a week of finals... This is amazing, I'm almost done with my frist year of college. But i think it was pretty much a waste... cuz i'm about to change my major, which means i have to take different classes...blah blah blah... you know what i mean.
Next monday (or maybe the week after next week...i'm not sure yet) I will be going to Palm Springs with my co-workers. We're going to the resort over there, we get to play around for the whole day...swimming...water slides...indoor b-ball...game room...etc...plus free food! But I think it's gonna be hot over there...and i'm gonna get hella dark, oh well... yes betty there's a thing called SUN BLOCK!!!! I get to bring a guest with me, i don't know who to bring yet... But my baby minjung is going with me for sure.
I've been eating a lot lately... like 4 meals a day or something... damn i feel like a pig. Instead of me eating all the food, i should be kind and give it to Mr. Dawson, he's a starving child...poor thing.
I made pasta today... damn it was delicious...No i'm not kidding...I'm going to bring some to work and share it with MInjung...hehe.

I like the new No Doubt video...it's dope!

2002-04-09T23:29:00.000-07:00

Alright im about to update you on my life....
*Chinese class was cancelled today... yes!!!!! The professor is always sick... which is a good thing. So I went to G-net to play CS with the boys. I suck of course, I only had 7 kills...=( Don't laugh...im gradually improving, last time i had only 2!!!
*Had lunch with berto yesterday at a japanese place, it was very delicious. Thanx ah bo!
*Had dinner with Mr. Robert Lee Wong at The Old Spaghetti Factory in downtown... it was yummy, let's just say we both had trouble walking to the car, and getting out of the car...hehe. Thank u too...
*Uhh ohh... You think I'm a pimp don't you?!?!?! NO...NO WAY!!!!! They're just trying to make me fat, cuz im in the process of gaining weight! And i'm making progress. So NO I'm not a pimp!
*Last week I made my FIRST sale at Pacific Monarch Resorts!!! YES!!!! finally. I got $50 right away, and i'm also expecting a bonus check at the end of the month, so that mad my day...
*Talked to my parents about moving out today, but it didn't go too well. They're the old fashion/close-minded chinese parents. What should I do?????
*Looking forward to this weekend, cuz Big head's coming back...with Jaq of course. We're going to attend this singing contest, cuz Candy and Jaq are both competing... So good luck to both of ya! Of course my lovely cousin is going to be there (did i say lovely??? ooooops i meant devilish!!)... hehe
*I have a chemistry exam at 9 o'clock in the morning tomorrow... so I have to get up early to study!
That's enough for today...

2002-04-07T21:28:00.000-07:00

sleep, school, eat, work, sleep, school, eat, work....my life... boring huh

2002-04-03T21:22:00.000-08:00

Nothing much going on lately... just school and work. I'm having a blast at Pacific Monarch Resorts, my new job!!!! alright as you know, im lazy, and im gonna stop this now.....

2002-03-31T21:07:00.000-08:00

I had a horrible week, I'm glad that spring break is over. I have too many problems, and made too many mistakes... All the dissapointments in life just came crashing down on me, and i don't know if I can hold on any longer... And it's hurting my health, i currently weight 99 lbs...

People always say, tomorrow is a new beginning... lets just hope it is

2002-03-26T02:57:00.000-08:00

i can say that today is the last day of spring break for me... sucks cuz i have to work from wed to sun. And i don't get to sleep in, cuz i have to wake up early and go to fry's electronics to install my cd player! Finally it's about time... I'm so sick of listening to the radio all the time. I wanna go to dim sum tomorrow (actually later on today), but no one to go with, since john's gone, helen's gonna be working, and minjung's busy, there's no one else to go with....=(

2002-03-23T08:23:00.000-08:00

Damn, it's 8 o'clock on a saturday morning, and im sitting here studying... Today is my FIRST day of work, well i finished training on friday. Oh yea, i found out that unfortunately Richard isn't going to be working with me and minjung today, because he didn't do too well on the oral test on the last day of training. But i think he gets another chance to train, or maybe.. i don't know. Alright, I have to go over my note one last time before i head out for work... well i also have to wait till Minjung gets here, cuz we carpool.

Yesterday i trained for 5 hours, and worked at jasmine for 4 hours. it was my LAST day @ jasmine. awwww no more hook ups for dim sum, and no more WESLEY...OH NO!!!! I've been working there ever since i was 15, me and my co-workers shared a lot of loving memories.
Betty: "Today is my last day here...."
Ken: "I'm gonna miss you sooooooooo much!"
Betty: "awwww i can't bug you for food every day....and i can't wake you up in the morning to buy me breakfast anymore...=( "

Anyways, yesterday was a very special and important day to me. (sorry can't tell you why). But last night was horrible, due to many reasons. I wasn't happy, actually i was pretty sad. Well i shouldn't think about this right now, cuz i wanna maintain a good attitude for work.

2002-03-20T22:16:00.000-08:00

Friend??? Do you consider yourself a (good) friend of mine, if yes, how so??? ask yourself that, and let me know...

2002-03-20T22:04:00.000-08:00

Took my brother John and my friend Albert to todai tonight. Cuz John's leaving this weekend, so i treated him to dinner, he's sooo picky! I wanted to go to cheesecake factory, but NO! Anyways, dinner was good of course. Woa spring break's coming up. But nothing to look forward to, just work. I actually only have 2 days off for spring break...=(

2002-03-20T12:35:00.000-08:00

First day of training...woohoo!!! I'm on my lunch break right now, about to go back to work soon. I'm glad that i took this opportunity to change my life. I mean now I'm going to be working in a totally different environment, with friendly people... including Minjung and Richard.
okay gotta go back to work... I'll update tonight

2002-03-18T16:22:00.000-08:00

woah... life full of surprises! But I still can't find the right way to appoarch them. Maybe my luck is changing... who knows. But is it luck or destiny?

I'm glad that someone out there actually understands what im going through right now. I appreciate your understanding.

2002-03-16T14:58:00.000-08:00

Just got back from work... tired and hungry like always! I'm taking tonight off...i need a break. Last night, i went to watch "We were solders" Didn't really like it, cuz it was nasty. After the movie... things got interesting! Don't even try to guess what happened, cuz it's some shocking news!

2002-03-14T00:31:00.000-08:00

Umm it's 12 30 right now, I should be dreaming right now, but i just can't close my eyes....weird. And I really don't have anyone to talk to right now, even though i'm on AIM, cuz everyone's busy doing their own things.

2002-03-13T22:41:00.000-08:00

OH NO... John's leaving on the 27th of this month. For those of you who dont know him, he's my big bro. He's been there for my ups and downs... (mostly down times). He's a very good listener and a good advice giver. I can always count on him when ever or where ever. Thank you for everything... and YES I will go visit your a$$... Good luck with Jac.

I'm in a very good mood today! Happy Happy Joy Joy... Going through some major changes in life. Don't worry it's a good thing...
LaLaLaLa.... Yes I'm happy!!!!!

2002-03-12T21:41:00.000-08:00

awwwwww my bro big head is moving up to LA soon... I'm gonna miss u!!!!

2002-03-12T20:39:00.000-08:00

blah blah blah... world peace!!!! HAHAHAHAHA
During the past few days, I've learned that "LOOKS CAN BE DECEIVING!!!!!" another great big lesson in life.

2002-03-10T18:56:00.000-08:00

Big head asked me "so are you really over ryan now???" I didn't answer him. Cuz I don't know the answer myself. No matter how hard i try, there's something deep down inside of me that's keeping me from letting him go. But this time i'm not gonna cry like i did before, instead I'm gonna be HAPPY! Cuz I'm learning the meaning of true love...

2002-03-09T00:14:00.000-08:00

How should I start this??? Let's see, first of all I would like to thank HELEN...once again. Thank you so much for being there for me when I was breaking apart and helpless. Thank you for giving me a place to cry at. I know I'm hard headed, so it took me a long time to take in your advices hehe... Sis I know I can count on you, and you know i'll be there for you whenever you need me. Ummm... oh yea of course there's big head John. Thanks for being there for me when I needed someone to talk to, I know you don't like to listen to my stupid problems, but too bad you're my brother you have to deal with me. Da ge, you know you can count on me with your problems, (hehe you know what I'm talking about). I would like to thank everyone who was there for me, and cheered me on every step of the way. You guys are great!
I'm finally strong enough to stand up and face reality. I realized that what's mine will stay with me for the rest of my life, but if something does not belong to me, I will never be able to have it and I can't force it to happen. During the past few months, I can describe myself as a childish lil kid, trying to reach the stars millions of miles away, I knew it was impossible, but I kept on trying, cuz I was blind by their beauty. It's time for me to grow up and learn that I will never get to those magnificent stars.
Last be not least, there's Ryan. We've been through a lot during the past year, a lot of ups and downs. But over all, I enjoy spending time with you and you're the sweetest person I know. I'm sorry that you had to change your life style just to be with me, I really wish you didn't though, cuz I loved you for WHO you are not what you are. Thanks to you, I can finally say I TRUELY DEEPLY loved someone and that I was once loved by someone special. I'm glad that you're moving on to greater things in life, and I wish you the best. I know you will achieve all your goals, i know it, cuz you deserve the best, I have faith in you. I also wanna let you know that you have the best personality and because of that, I will always love you and treasure our best memories. You know I will be there for you when ever you need me or when you need help on Chinese hw. Oh yea, hopefully one day you will find a special person to share the rest of your life with. Don't forget to send me invitations... hehe.
I've learned many valuable lessons in life. But one of the most important ones is to cherish everything. Because you really don't know what you have until it's gone. So my advice to everyone..."cherish what you have, and don't let it get away." Alright people, its time for me to get my life back on track. WIsh me luck!!!!

2002-03-03T20:46:00.000-08:00

The weekend is over, actually weekends are the same as weekdays for me, well kinda and I work more too. At this moment, my room is lit with candle rights! Just chilling and relaxing by myself, it feels pretty good. Oh yea I forgot the mention, I'm watching Cinderella. Well I'm gonna go back to my cartoon, see ya, muah bye bye!

2002-03-01T00:11:00.000-08:00

YEAH... no more clac class on fridays anymore. I dropped it, because i discovered that i don't need that class, grrr. a waste of my time. Anyways, I went to ikea today with my sis Helen, and we bought 100 candles for only 5 dollas. CHEAP and CUTE!!! Damn, haven't been to the movies lately, I don't even know what's out. Maybe I should just wait for the DVD to come out and rent it.

2002-02-25T20:49:00.000-08:00

Okay, I need to find an answer to this question. Which school am I going to after mesa? I'm thinking about UCSD or UCI. UCSD because it's a great school for my major. UCI because i've always wanted to go there and I wanna move out. Hmmm.. which one should I pick??? Should I toss a coin??? hehe...jp.

2002-02-25T20:12:00.000-08:00

Today was very productive, I got a lot of stuff done. Finally I'm getting a new sink for my bathroom, yea!!!!!!! I picked it out myself. But the sucky thing is, I don't have a sink until wednesday...grrrrr. I took my midterm today, I think I did okay, not really sure. Paid my bills, well still waiting for my credit card bill =(

2002-02-23T21:32:00.000-08:00

Blah Blah Blah... I worked all day today... I'm really tired, so I'm gonna stay home, and plus I need to study. I didn't really study in the past few weeks, cuz .... whatever. Anyways, I need to take a shower...

2002-02-21T23:44:00.000-08:00

all i wanna say is... I LOVE YOU ... and i can't live a day without u

2002-02-21T23:36:00.000-08:00

it has been 4 months and you still have my heart, 4 months is enough for me to move on, but no. my heart is still with you, I thought u loved me! that 4 months did not take my love away from you. ........

2002-02-21T23:31:00.000-08:00

i've never loved someone this much in my life....why can't we just work everything out... why does it have to be this way....
RYAN you don't understand... do you know how much i need you... all i wanted to do was love you and be by your side and help you through all of your obstacles. I NEED YOU... DO YOU HEAR ME... I LOVE YOU ... DO YOU UNDERSTAND ME???

2002-02-19T23:27:00.000-08:00

Something's wrong with me. Last month i was 110 lbs. And today i'm 103 lbs. I'm losing weight like crazy. This is not good. I DON'T WANNA LOSE WEIGHT!!!!!! HELP....

2002-02-18T22:48:00.000-08:00

alright time to update this thing. First of all Valentine's day sucked, I didn't have a date, oh wait Minjung was my date... hehe. We went to eat at todai. Good thing we went really early, cuz there were a lot of people waiting. Took me 30 mins just to get a plate of food. But after all the food was great. Umm I also had a 4 day weekend, didn't do much either. Worked everyday. Well the good thing was, I got a lot of money for Chinese new year! So that was the high light of my weekend. Ryan was here this weekend, I gave him his V-day present. I think he liked it, hopefully. It was a small thing, not expensive, but very meaningful.

Last night I was at Helen's house, we had a long conversation, and I discovered a LOT of stuff. Anyways, when ever I don't feel well, I go over to her place to talk. It helps, but only for a short period of time.

I did absolutely nothing today. Went to work and stayed home all day. Didn't feel like going out. I was suppose to study for my midterm tomorrow, but I said fuck it, not in the mood.

2002-02-18T22:08:00.000-08:00

OK I finally got my computer back!!!!!!!!

2002-02-06T22:24:00.000-08:00

Ryan's Birthday is on Sunday...He's turning 20 (old fart). What should I get for him??? Gee... that's a hard question. thinking... thinking... thinking... hmm I believe I have come to a conclusion! wuahaha

2002-02-06T11:45:00.000-08:00

Yeah!!!!! no more classes, I'm done for today. Okay I have a lot to do today, I'll write more tonight.

2002-02-04T21:51:00.000-08:00

Alright I'm back, let's see what's going on in my life. Well I haven't been to the gym for almost two months (but still paying for the membership), so I'm kinda out of shape. I think I'll get off my lazy butt and head to the gym this week or maybe this weekend. I don't really have time to do anything any more. The thing I hate the most is having early classes. I hate to wake up to my alarm around 6 in the morning. Eventhough I sleep early everyday, I mean really early. Most of the people I know that are my age, they stay up till like 3 or 4 in the morning... I just don't see the point of that. Does that make you cooler or something??? And they complain about getting those black bags and pimples. Anyways, umm my weekend was good. I got a day off on saturday night...finally! My night off was very productive, so i'm happy... ate I a lot too!

I've had a lot of time to myself lately. And thought a lot about who I am and what I wanna do. One thing I'm sure about is that I'm out of the party phase. In high school, I went to a lot of parties. But people always say, "the real parties don't start till college". That statement is true to about 98.5% of my friends. To me when I started college, I realized that partying is pointless and that basically all parties are the same in some way or the other (ie. drinking, fighting...) They are just not appealing to me anymore. I'm glad that I stepped out of this phase. Maybe I'm getting closer and closer to maturity (well that's just what I think, I know other people might disagree.) Oh yea, and there's absolutely nothing wrong with studying on a friday or saturday night, instead of going out. That doesn't make you less cool. Okay that's enough for today. I need to get some rest. Night Night

2002-02-04T18:24:00.000-08:00

Grrrrr.... It's monday again. Another week of school....
Alright I'll update this thing tonight

2002-01-30T22:29:00.000-08:00

missing someone...

2002-01-27T23:20:00.000-08:00

Okay it's about time to update this thing. Anyways, I worked all weekend...AGAIN!!! Well I just finished the first week of school, this means, classes are beginning to get serious. I'm okay with my classes. I have psyc with Minjung and we get to cheat off of each other... j.p. I saw a lot of old friends at school (some I really don't wanna see). But it was cool talking to them.

I'm happy that I don't have to work on the coming saturday (night), full house at my restaurant, so me, the hostess don't have to work. What am I gonna do??? I better use my time wisely, cuz I only have 3 or 4 nights off in a year. And hopefully I don't have to work at my aunt's place, cuz it's just too far, and I get too tired, and no time to study.

Went to check out DeDe's on friday night... It's a new Boba place. The drinks were nasty. Tea Station is WAY better. They say there's free Karaoke after 9, but actually you have to spend $5 to stay in there... so it's like the cover charge. Over all it's okay, they have new songs... mostly Chinese.

2002-01-26T21:46:00.000-08:00

worked all day today... and I'm really tired, so I'm gonna stay home tonight and rest. Cuz I have to work all day tomorrow also. Damn I just got my credit card bill today... I can't believe the numbers I'm seeing...gees. K i'll write something more interesting later.

2002-01-23T22:10:00.000-08:00

blah blah blah... i'm too lazy to type.....